Appreciate and smile. :)

I laugh, talk loud and ignore the people around as I walk along the road at our school with my friends. We're heading off to somewhere we could stay for a while before going home. Was I doing it again? It was quite unpleasant for me to do it, though I enjoyed with them. They're my great friends whose mouths couldn't simply stop on talking and laughing. I love them because they're fun to be with. I was just surprised to behave that way, even if I am doing it since I met them in my college life. Why am I sharing this to you? I don't know either. This idea just came out from my mind and write it here anyway.

Sometimes, we don't know why we do this and do that as long as we enjoy doing it but at the end of the day, we then wonder why we have done it. It might be embarrassing or something we wish we shouldn't have done but life is too short and whatever things we meet along, we just have to grab some of those that would give us the reason to smile. Like what I'd written on the first paragraph, I knew that my behavior may not be pleasing to anybody but I don't care as long as I laugh and enjoy with them because who knows, it might be my last laughter with them. And the reflection comes after I'm already alone, writing my diary in my bedroom. I always tell myself to not do it again because I don't look like a decent lady, yet I can't avoid. I wonder why. I didn't grow to behave that way but I think I change. Well, I thought of it as my new life.

My seriousness to my studies doesn't change anyway. It's just my way of socializing to people and making them happy somehow, with me. I am flattered, actually. I like the way they treat me because they make me feel like a high school buddy again, although, there are obviously some changes. I feel so me that I wanna treat them ice-cream. Hehehe! I just couldn't afford two gallons.

Keep appreciating people because it's one way to make you look beautiful in all ways you do. Even if you are not willing to appreciate, just try it and you might feel something light and good. I do that and it's true. I don't just make myself good but also them, of course. Keep smiling and you'll be surprised how inspired you are because of them. Don't think a negative result of you'll do but think that it's your last thing to do for them. Try to look up and smile. God is just there to nod and sign you that you're doing fine. How? Feel His presence. How? Well, look at them and read their smiles. How again? Smile back and talk to them. A lot of great things are learned from them. Just be you  and be positive. Alright? I'll do it, so we'll be fair. Hehehe!